bye bye blogspot...

officially move to http://edwardlowsewyin.wordpress.com =)

see you there~

facebook kills me blog??

Recently I found out that I did not blog as often as before due to my laziness and facebook's status update. I tend to update more often on facebook as it is short, fast and it can be read by others as soon as I click "post". What's more at least friends will respond to my "status" with a "like" or at least a "LOL" rather than out of 285 entries, only 51 of them have someone commented on. Its barely 17%.

Is my post not interested enough to leave comment on?? Did I not promote my blog enough?? Is there anybody who is still reading my blog actually?? Forget about comments, my chatbox is half dead and the last one is from Kok Hong wishing me Happy Birthday. Before my birthday which is about a month ago, 2 online shops posted something on the chatbox on 3rd March and 21 January. I bet they regret the moment they post it up there after found out this blog is dying...

*sorry, I cant help to boost your online sales...

I tend to post up those photos I took but I guess reader just scroll down and say to themselves "oh..." then click close. Because, again...I upload them on facebook too. Its easier to interact there.

I dont post this entry to gain attention and want you guys to post 1000 comments on this entry or jam my chatbox with "Hi, Edward" or "nice blog Edward" or what so ever. I dont even blame facebook. Because my blog site is not on the 8 site I visited most via Google Chrome. shame on me...

by the way, I will start working on Wednesday at 3pm..first day itself already in afternoon shift. But I can walk in to the lobby wearing casual before start working because I will get my uniform only on that day.

and today suppose to meet up with lecturer to hand up my internship report and discuss about the final project. but got everything ready and she did not turn up after waited for 1 and half hour. what if the college say I submit my report late and fail me?? crap!

anyway, I will keep posting crap here according to my mood. like it or not, this is my world!

i am still alive

if so happen you are still following my blog...I personally say million thanks to YOU!!!

because i dont think that anyone would still bother or know whether this blog still exist or not...

well, I hardly update because I got too many things to update but too little time to type..or I am pure lazy. whenever I want to blog, I think about my assignment...end up I didnt do both!

so, just to let you guys know..if you didnt update my life via facebook which I believe 99.99% of you guys do...I AM STILL ALIVE and i wont let this blog die off...in 10 days time, this blog will back to normal once again. I promise!!!

so, stay tune and wait for it. at this mean time...go check your facebook la.. =_=

it has ended...

internship ended finally...

get everything settle and I will go back to KL in no time...

holiday plus assignments...2 in 1...all happen in KL... =) =(

still wonder how did I survived these 6 months with the amount of money I am getting and the amount of money that I am spending...splendid!!! Amazing!!!

KL people, wait for me...I am coming home soon!!!

22

time really flies...

not just that my internship is coming to an end within 6 days...

but I am an adult for a year already!!! not exactly 1 year, but in 24 hours time, I will be...

what have I done for the past 1 year?

study, assignments, internship and most of the time, I fool around...fool around not as in I sleep around but I waste time...waste lots and lots of time!!!

most of the time, I am sitting in front of my laptop...I need to get a life rather than just online!

22 year old and all I wish is to have a more meaningful life...it has been awhile since i last bring my camera, walk around under hot sun and have some Me Time! I will do that once I complete my internship. =D

for most of the time, I am doing things alone in front of my laptop but yet I still feels like I spend not enough time for myself. Just because I waste time being alone rather than doing something more meaningful. will have to change it in 2010!!!

walking in to working life somehow gave me a thoughts that I can finally do something I like!!! because by that time I will be free from assignments! other than job stress, there aren't really anything else that can stop me from enjoying my life.

when we were younger, we always envy on adult's life because we hate to study. but here I am, standing in front of the door of working world. excited yet in doubt...but more on the excited side!

I am sure there are more things to worry in future, but I am growing up!!! not physically but mentally. =)

twenty two of age...I feel old already.

decided...

no. 280 entries...

just a number anyway...

I've decided for my future, temporary though

but will see where it leads me...

not the best choice in everyone's eye, but I choose my own path...if you dont feels like supporting me, then just forget it. I dont need you anyway because I have others who support me. The best part is, I support myself!!!

no regrets and am ready to face it. =)

2 days left...

mom called and asked what is my decision

I replied in a calm tone and said "see first..."

today is Wednesday anyway, 2 more days to go. I thought I have decided, but now I am in doubt again...

all these has distracted me, helpless yet need to face it...

time has come, my future is in my own hands...

[ There is a saying that urges, "Excel at something!" It is important to become a person who is trusted by others wherever you are, and a person who shines with excellence. Sometimes a person may dislike his job at first, but grow to love it once he become serious about doing his best. "What one likes, one will do well," goes another saying.

Growing to like your job can also enable you to develop your own talent. Once you have made a decision to work at a certain place, it is important that you pursue the path you have chosen without being discouraged or defeated, so that you will have no regrets in making that choice. ]

from Youth! - A Time For Construction

whatever my decision is, is for myself and not for others and I will not regret...

hmmm...

entering the last month of internship...where will I ended at?

decision to be made by next week...

letter for myself

Dear Edward Low Sew Yin,

Hi, first and for most, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Single Awareness Day (as if you ever celebrated Valentine's...lol) how are you lately?? I am fine here anyway.

The reason why did you write you this letter is because I have notice something recently and I got something really serious to tell you.

JUST FUCKING FOCUS ON WHAT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE DOING RIGHT NOW AND DO NOT LET ANY OTHER EXTERNAL SITUATIONS TO CHANGE YOUR FOCUS POINT!!!

YOU MUST BE CLEAR ON WHAT IS YOUR PRIORITY NOW!!! NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THAT!!!

IT IS THE CRUCIAL MONTHS AS YOU MENTIONED BEFORE, JUST FUCKING STICK TO THE BLOODY PLAN AND DONT CHANGE IT!!!

YOU ARE AN ADULT ALREADY, NEED NOT ME TO TELL YOU WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO BE DOING!!!

BE SELFISH IN ORDER TO REACH YOUR GOALS AND OBJECTIVES. BEING TOO KIND AINT GOING TO DO ANY GOOD TO YOURSELF ANYWAY!!!

THIS IS THE REAL WORLD, FACE THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE TO THINK FOR YOURSELF BEFORE THINK FOR OTHERS!!! WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ON HOW OTHERS FEEL WHEN THEY DONT GIVE A DAMN ON HOW YOU FEEL?? WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH WHEN THEY DONT EVEN CARE FOR THEMSELVES??

YOU WILL BE JUST A JOKE AT THE END BECAUSE ALL THE EFFORT YOU TRY TO MAKE SOMEONE FEELS BETTER, EVENTUALLY MAKES YOURSELF FEEL SUCKS!!! AND THEY WILL ONLY LAUGH AT YOU!!!

MARK MY WORDS!!! DO WHAT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE DOING AND DONT SLACK ANYMORE!!!

lastly, do take care of yourself. you lost some appetite recently. eat up and drink more water. =)

cheers!!!

your sincerely,

Edward Low Sew Yin

虎劳也！！！

know what does that mean?? it pronounce as HuLaoYe...or more likely to be HUALAUYEH!!!

yup, is the year of Tiger..Metal Tiger if not mistaken. It marks my 1 year in Singapore too. as usual, this year obviously is more happening than previous one...

got an huge ang pao from management but spent all of them already...feel real good when spending money, but after that slightly guilty. Who cares? Happy then can already!!!

today also a lovely day for couples around the world. Valentine's Day it is...but it is less happening since family comes first especially for Chinese...plus Singaporean so know how to enjoy their life, majority of the shopping malls and food outlets close early yesterday and totally not operating on the next few days.

anyway, all I am thinking is how long will Cupid play with me this poor fellow...

shouldn't think about it at all as it is my crucial months, but somehow this day fall in between this period...should be alright in next few days.

so, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone!!!

may you all have a prosperous year ahead of you and healthy always!!!

and happy valentine's day too...

it is time...

I have plenty to update on my JB trip with work mates and of course, my family visiting Singapore for cousin's wedding...

photos already been uploaded in facebook...I am getting lazier and lazier each day to update my blog. sorry for that.

someone told me Get A Life!!!

Then I think carefully, what is my life right now??

Get my report and project done, complete my internship, graduate and get a Degree, find a full time job and find a new place to stay. Thats my life right now...

been surrounded with same question when meeting my family..."Got girlfriend already a??"

my answer is "No..."

facebook's status is nothing hence already changed it back to Single..yes, I am always single.

dont even know should I think about it right now, but dont want to loose the chance though...

but need to focus and complete all the priorities first...in relationship?? not now...

update completed.

cheers!

what a decade..

10 years ago, I just graduated from primary school. SJK (Cina) On Pong. didn't know how to speak English, being a typical Chinese educated kid...

entering secondary school without a clue or life objective. Pick up everything from scratch, surrounded by English and Bahasa Malaysia. it was like a whole new thing for me. Felt helpless some times but didnt give up...

am glad that mom transfer me to Methodist Boys' Secondary School KL.

if not, I wont be who I am today...

academic wise, I got nothing much to say but joining St. John Ambulance changed me.

joining cause of my brother were in it and later it became part of my life during my secondary school years. from nothing to Champions of Wilayah, from nothing to becoming a leader...

I've learned a lot during these 5 years...

time flies, graduated from MBSSKL with an objective...entering college to get a diploma in Hospitality Management. Mass Comm still my first choice but I made my choice...

2 and half years in Sunway University College turned me into another person. I've learned even more. I grew up. More matured I believe.

entering working world for the first time during my 5 months internship in Penang. staying away from family is something new but got it well handled.

love life wise was a big failure, but still learning until now. this can really make me helpless from time to time, but am doing everything I could to ensure I have a great one in future...

and now...10 years later, I am getting my degree soon. am on going with my internship.

no longer a kid but an adult..still kiddy sometimes. wanted to be more mature in person, need to be more serious from time to time.

no doubt, 10 years had passed and I've changed a lot!!!

but I am still Edward Low Sew Yin...

there are many things in this world that can be fill in to this cup, hopefully I am able to fill it up with as many things as possible in the next few decades...

but look back at the decade that just passed, I can only say..."wow, what a decade..."

Ray's Party

on 6th January...we were invited to attend Ray Lau's aka Gum Yu Lou birthday celebration at some pub in Bugis.

in the afternoon, me and Desmond went to buy him a huge gigantic card and a present for him..

seriously, the card is very very very very big! (Kim and Desmond)

after meet up with everyone that include Carmen, Hann, Jeremy and Fiona, we went to meet up with our birthday boy...

introducing...

half drunk Mr. Lau who will be turning into 23 year old from Hong Kong...

Donna and some of Ray's friends already there...and we began to drink..

the boost...

when clock strikes 12...we celebrated his birthday...

already drunk Ray...

some snap shot with him...we were like that during work as well, just not as crazy as this...but we weren't drunk either...

it was a fun night...and I work morning shift the next day. didnt went home again but slept 1 hour in the locker before work.

anyway, love you guys!!! you guys make my life in Singapore more happening!!! thanks...

and...Gum Yu Lou, Happy Birthday again la..

welcoming 2010...

Last day of 2009, had steamboat & BBQ at Bugis.

About 18 dollars per person but the soup sucks! enjoyed the BBQ more than steamboat.

then went to McDonald to have dessert.

then they went to Marina Bay to see fire works..

and for me who already planned not to sleep for whole night and straight go to work morning shift the next day, got another plan after leaving them.

it was a rare full moon on New Year's Eve...something extra to celebrate about. even I went to place without fire works, but still very fun and enjoyable.

surprisingly I didnt scream or yell when the clock strikes 12. But looking at others celebrating happily, I felt happy too.

spending whole night outside seeing the crowd getting lesser and lesser, from a noisy street to a quiet and peaceful street...

watching Sherlock Holmes at 2.45am was awesome!!! though I dozed off for few seconds when they talks about chemicals reaction...but other than that, it was a great movie! looking forward for the sequel. =D

next day on morning shift, the whole front desk looked like zombie zone...but we did everything professionally ( i think so..)

2010, I had 2 cups of coffee, 1 cup of milo and went home to sleep until 11pm before having my very first meal of the year.

Overall I had lot of fun and still looking forward for each day. But it is time to keep the party mode and bring out my assignment mode...(screw you report!) =_=" maybe next week la...

Happy New Year again!!!

counting down the days to see my family again...3 weeks from now! woohoooo!!!