life...

this is the entry I started 2 months ago, finally I can complete it...phew~

if someone ask you, which is the longest movie on this planet. Many would say Lord of the Ring trilogy because each episode is 4 hours long. (extended/ uncut version)

but if you ask me, I would say. The longest movie on this planet, is "My Life"
no, is not some Hollywood non-fiction movies or whoever famous people's biography. What I am trying to say here is the life I am having now, the one you are having now, the one that everyone who is living, used to live or going to live on this earth should have. No matter what happen to us, our own 'movie' is still the longest movie we have seen.


as what a chinese phrase said "life is like a movie, movie is like a life"
this is so ture...

why would I say so? Try to think about it. From the moment we are able to think and make decisions, we are making our own movie. We are the director, producer and writer of our own film. Well, unfortunately we are not the creator, that would be our parents. That is not the point, the point is we decide how will our story goes.

It has been in my mind few years back as in whatever I decide, it will not only make a difference in my life, it will also changes how the whole thing goes. But there is no NG once we made the move, we have to deal with what is in front of us and try our best not to screw it up. I know most of us screwed up some of them but we have to know how to pick up the mess and do our best to fix it.

our decision is so important that it will kept changing how the whole story goes, from the things we are about to do, words we are going to say, people that we newly meet, people around us, things happening around us, politics, environments and many more...all these will take part in the progress of our 'movie'


throughout our live, we have seen many 'movies' and we learn from them or hope that our movie will be like theirs. Not to forget, it is always up to us to decide whether our 'movie' can inspire others like those famous personnel did or it just the other way round. If you are good enough, when film makers are running out of idea, your story might be on the big screen in the future. (this is what happening now a day)

we also must take note that our 'movie' might been cut short if anything unfortunate happen to us. As we really won't know what will happen to us in the next minute. So, before it ends, why don't we do things that we really want to? If really something happen that will shorten the length of our 'movie', at least we won't feel regret even the 'movie' didn't have an official happy ending. Even if you can't make it, but at least you give your all and never give up once you face some difficulties. If you feel like doing it, do it and never back down!!! But not to commit crime, unless you think it is what you really want. (if you think it is the right thing to do, slap yourself now)

Not just that, we also have to make right choices to keep ourselves healthy because other than external incident that will shorten our 'movie', it also can happen internally. Running out of film maybe?? (if you know what I mean)

Since I am only 20 this years, soon to be 21 in March next year.( just an early reminder) As a teenagers and soon to be adult, we always wanted to do something adventurous, crazy, daring, not common, unusual...etc etc etc. Something that in the future, we can tell our children "I was crazy too back in those days" Something that when we turns to adult or starts our working life, we might not have the chance to do it anymore. So far, I really did quite a numbers of crazy stuff but did not harm myself or others. Positive crazy stuff I should say.

Other than that, we should dare to dream big. Even it sounds ridiculous or impossible to succeed it, but nothing is impossible in this planet now a day. Those crazy thinking and huge dream is what makes a person become successful in life. We might not be the greatest scientist who invented something that is very useful to the whole world or even becoming famous and rich just because of a search engine, but we can still create our own history with the passion and dream we have. We can even repeat history and make it even better. (in the good way as what I mean) I didn't ask you to go make a war again so you can have a square mustache right under your nose.

There is still a long way to go before I complete my 'movie' But until now, I did not regret on how the whole story goes. It is a good sign I guess, hope that I wont screw it up and when the day I complete my 'movie', I will say "damn, I have a wonderful life"

It is up to us to decide, whether we want a Best Movie in Raspberry Award

or an Oscar for Best Movie Award


I will certainly go for the Oscar~