Wednesday, March 31, 2010

it has ended...

internship ended finally...

get everything settle and I will go back to KL in no time...

holiday plus assignments...2 in 1...all happen in KL... =) =(

still wonder how did I survived these 6 months with the amount of money I am getting and the amount of money that I am spending...splendid!!! Amazing!!!

KL people, wait for me...I am coming home soon!!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

22

time really flies...

not just that my internship is coming to an end within 6 days...

but I am an adult for a year already!!! not exactly 1 year, but in 24 hours time, I will be...

what have I done for the past 1 year?

study, assignments, internship and most of the time, I fool around...fool around not as in I sleep around but I waste time...waste lots and lots of time!!!

most of the time, I am sitting in front of my laptop...I need to get a life rather than just online!

22 year old and all I wish is to have a more meaningful life...it has been awhile since i last bring my camera, walk around under hot sun and have some Me Time! I will do that once I complete my internship. =D

for most of the time, I am doing things alone in front of my laptop but yet I still feels like I spend not enough time for myself. Just because I waste time being alone rather than doing something more meaningful. will have to change it in 2010!!!

walking in to working life somehow gave me a thoughts that I can finally do something I like!!! because by that time I will be free from assignments! other than job stress, there aren't really anything else that can stop me from enjoying my life.

when we were younger, we always envy on adult's life because we hate to study. but here I am, standing in front of the door of working world. excited yet in doubt...but more on the excited side!

I am sure there are more things to worry in future, but I am growing up!!! not physically but mentally. =)

twenty two of age...I feel old already.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

decided...


no. 280 entries...

just a number anyway...

I've decided for my future, temporary though

but will see where it leads me...

not the best choice in everyone's eye, but I choose my own path...if you dont feels like supporting me, then just forget it. I dont need you anyway because I have others who support me. The best part is, I support myself!!!

no regrets and am ready to face it. =)

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

2 days left...

mom called and asked what is my decision

I replied in a calm tone and said "see first..."

today is Wednesday anyway, 2 more days to go. I thought I have decided, but now I am in doubt again...

all these has distracted me, helpless yet need to face it...

time has come, my future is in my own hands...

[ There is a saying that urges, "Excel at something!" It is important to become a person who is trusted by others wherever you are, and a person who shines with excellence. Sometimes a person may dislike his job at first, but grow to love it once he become serious about doing his best. "What one likes, one will do well," goes another saying.

Growing to like your job can also enable you to develop your own talent. Once you have made a decision to work at a certain place, it is important that you pursue the path you have chosen without being discouraged or defeated, so that you will have no regrets in making that choice. ]

from Youth! - A Time For Construction

whatever my decision is, is for myself and not for others and I will not regret...